I kinda feel sorry for him, then I don’t.

Men like this isolate themselves from so many people that never meant them any harm, by becoming unnecessarily hateful, confrontational, and abusive.

They’re nothing but overgrown, school yard bullies, and they seek people to unleash chicanery and mayhem upon. This is why I never connected to any of the white guys in the south while I lived there. They’re just ultra toxic now, and completely unhinged, AND they themselves CANNOT see what disasters they are, unable to have NORMAL and HONEST conversations with their families (unless they’re exact cookie cutter versions of themselves), their peers, or those younger than them.

Guys like this have very little ability to communicate through a spectrum of various emotions felt by all of us. The only way they can is via RAGE, due to IRRATIONAL FEARS, instead of via the way JESUS suggested they do, via scripture.

These are usually men who were badly abused themselves as children.

Here’s the deal: whether a Christian or an Atheist, the message still stands and is clear:

If you grew up in an abnormal home, YOU WILL NOT HEAL FROM THE DAMAGE CAUSED BY YOUR UPBRINGING, YOU WILL ONLY GET WORSE, DIG IN YOUR HEELS, AND EVENTUALLY BECOME A COMPLETE POS OF A HUMAN BEING THAT OTHERS FEAR AND/OT LOATHE

This is why these guys become fanatical lunatics. Because they’re at a loss as to why normal people recoil from them, as they believe they’re so righteous and glory bound.

I’m not sure how people like this are going to their alleged heaven, when all they do is run around PRETENDING to do God’s work, yet cannot seem to do God’s work as God, through his son Jesus, commanded them to in the New Testament.

“Love thy neighbor” does not mean use your neighbor for scheming purposes (I witnessed my stepfather doing this various times against my mother and eventually myself, where he with malice and forethought, went on a whisper campaign against us, who were so terrified of him, we barely left our rooms and so depressed, we could barely even get out of bed, eventually), it does not mean that you get to scream about Jesus to others who pursue their own paths to enlightenment, nor does it mean you get to fuck with random employees and security guards, just because they’re doing their jobs and following rules. It doesn’t mean you get to film them, place them on blast via social media as you insult and disrespect them, while framing YOUR abuse as a narrative of patriotism, and bullshit about Godly providence over a large land mass, filled with people from all over the world, living in a Democratic nation, which explicitly communicates to the reader, that as Americans, we have the right to follow our own religious or non religious beliefs, even when those beliefs EXCLUDE evangelical Christianity!

I know that someone made this kid a monster, which is why I feel sorry for him. But this kid is now an old man, and he has lost his way completely, because he REFUSES to get real help and is always running around as a rage filled asshole, who whines every time things don’t go his way, as he is unreasonable and antagonistic.

He is looking for a fight. And when people treat him with respect, he goes ape shit and unleashes rage towards them for doing so.

Fuck this guy. He’ll most probably never change and die in this condition.