R49 - wtf are you talking about. If I was "obsessive" - I wouldn't have lived with this for 15 years. I would've had it redone 5 times. Please try not to pretend to be a psychologist on the internet. It's pretty pathetic.

Yeah, I had a pencil dick & got fat injections. You think that's weird? So, in gay culture - or just on this board alone - where dick size comes up 1000 times a day, it's weird for someone with a pencil dick to have fat injected to make their dick larger? REALLY? Do you say the same thing to women who get breast implants?

Stop being a judgmental cunt and making assumptions. Dr. Becker (NJ) is from Dr. Toriumi's ridiculous school of open rhinos and extensive grafting in that era, and he was not experienced enough back then... and that's what I got in my PRIMARY - one and only rhinoplasty. He did that because he thought that taking in my bulbous tip would have led to alar valve collapse due to weak lateral crura. OK?? And, by doing that he cause my tip to be very bulky and not reduced in size. I mean, really, bitch - if you want to start going down this road, I will be happy to oblige because you don't know wtf you are talking about. That was ALL I wanted (SOO BDD and unrealistic). I didn't ask him to touch my bridge or anything else, but he did anyway. If I wanted to lie, I would have. You're not a psychologist & you don't know me or anything about BDD.

You, on the other hand, sound like a narcissist, know-it-all.

[quote]you are obsessive and most likely had very unreal expectations

Oh please queen, post your pic and let us judge how "handsome" you are.

[quote]Something tells me that you have a dysmorphic perception issue that would keep you or more likely another surgeon from agreeing to operate again. It is not that dangerous in most cases although of course it is easiest to work on the original anatomy. I don't think you decided against a repair surgery, I suspect no surgeon will agree to do it. If I am wrong forgive me, but your posts here sound a bit obsessive and ENT cosmetic surgeons are well trained to spot patients who can't be satisfied and who worry themselves to the point of mental harm. Accept that it is no where near as bad as you think it is and stop looking at it.

Wrong on every level. Toriumi (an ENT) would do it for $25,000 and many others in NYC would re-do it for over 15k (he was Becker's teacher) but none could guarantee that it would come out how I wanted - and for that price, it is not worth it. Once you alter the anatomy this significantly, you absolutely cannot guarantee that it can be fixed.

Yeah, i've been looking at it for 15 years. It just came up in this thread....and of course, as is the case online, judgmental people pretending to be "concerned" have to shit all over my posts. I should't have posted.

I'm not buying your "please forgive me" bs either.